My Toastie Outlet ♠

i hab thoughts
n i noe i jus hab to pen them down..
i broke up wib ed nt bcuz of u..
i may lose d both of u..
i understand..i noe fully..
if ed jia u abit more..
mii n him can b very gd tgt..
if u jus gimmi empty promises..
a vow den would b nth bt a chunk of words..
im nt urs..
either m i his..
im mii..myself..
i don belong to any1..
u don belong to mii too..
isnt love bout caring fer each other?
wanting to noe each other better?
providing d best fer tt someone?
protecting n loving..
most imptly..
treasure oneself..
nt onli d partner..bt themselves too..
why don i gt them all..frm u?
either of u..
mayb one dae..
wen im finally attached..
it wont b any of u..

im disappointed..
im sorri..
isnt single jus great?
mayb aft a few yrs..we come tgt agn..
we can more chemistry den now..
haha~
im reali tired nw..
ed..
please tC of urself..
now i finally noe..i left u nt cuz of him..
n i left him alone nt cuz of u too..
im jus stuck between..
i don wan any to gt hurt..
bt in d end i hurt both..
im sorri..
i jus wanna b alone nw..
no matter how much tym u nit..
i can provide fer u..
mayb i nit even more tym den u nit..
i shld sae..i enjoy being alone..
i gave my everything fer 10mths..
10 bloody mths..
every happiness every sadness i gt in return..
don fill up my commitments i had fer u..
therefore im reali tired to commit agn..
if u reali wan a r/s wib mii nw..
don regret..
i wont commit..n wont love u as much..
tts jus too tiring..