My Toastie Outlet ♠

EARLY IN THE MORNING 9:00AM

As i stepped into the office.

I whispered,

"Brrrrrr..today will be bloody cold!"

Well, i had quite a dreamy night again...

Its like, the eyes are closed,

But the brains are working like mad! (SHIT)

Im so tired.

But today is the 2nd last day at work!

Wahahahaa!

I can't wait to go to the salon and get my hair done!

But this also means that 'O' level is approaching.

T.T

Saw pearleen yesterday night while on the way home,

And we had a chit chat session at my place.

Encouragements and all from her,

Thanks gerl.

See ya on thurs again ba ^^

Well,

Another sickening night which i force myself not to recall.

I just want to start focusing,

Focus on what i want to do.

I cannot let all the random stuff i see,

And my imagination run wild!

Trust what you think you can trust (/want to trust!)

I guess i need some TRAINING!

For my bad attitude,

HAHA~

(Scold me..com'on scold me)

Jia you lo pigu ren,

Whether its me or you.

Lets jia you.

Soph is right (& Pearleen & Darren),

If im not 100% sure bout it.

I should NEVER go for it.

Remain as what when we had fun!

(Mayb just like now! ARGH! i dont know.)

Time will tell,

Time will show that i still care & love like ever before.

& i will appreciate even more!

Because i had tasted the after effect.

I HATE it.

Forgive me.

God has a better plan for me.

I agree in general wise.

But mayb towards relationship/friendship,

The lord is trying to make myself realise,

& am asking me myself to seek out whats wrong.

Inbuild independence & bring out my "better/good" character.

Is that what you are trying to tell me?

If so, i think i've decode your wish.

For that is also my will.

I will do so,

So lord,

Please guide me along.

AMEN.

After Lunch, 1:16pm

Wow! I had such a great lunch today!

Went to "Asian Kitchen" with Mui Leng & Leng Tuan.

It was AWESOME!

I feel happy with them, very happy. Very relax. (Adult effect?)

Its like all my troubles flew away when i talk to them.

And the food is YUMMY!

Thanks for the treat!

If only my mind can shut & focus on one thing.

How good can that be?

Then,

I can only think bout work,

Rather than spend my time scribbling here. (During Office Hr)

Here goes!

Im bored!

Its 3:25pm.

And i had ABSOLUTELY NTH to do.

Im done with what they assigned me.

Yawn~

2:14pm

3pm is coming!

2:25pm

3pm is coming!

2:40pm

3pm is coming!

3PM IS HERE!!

SO?!

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN?!

Nothing........

I just like 3pm during work time.

Hahahaha!

It marks "half-day" during work.

Cause im waiting to go home.

Self encouragement! self entertaining!

OH YA! Jon, i decided not to call it mental psyco ledi.

Lets call it, "SELF ENCOURAGEMENT~"

Nicer.

If not you must be thinking i siao.

LOL.

3:45pm

Damn fucker!

I saw this email add.

"limlimlimlim@gmail.com

Oh god,

Freaking Funny!

Im so free that im daydreaming,

Thinking how my hair will turn out to be!

OMG!

Im so excited!

WhoOo!!! WAAHAHHAHAHA~

Asiamall looked me up for a one day job.

But i rejected,

Tired nehh.

Any1 interested?

Only one day at Whitesands on the 13th.

Pay = Im not sure.

Im practicing writing with left and right hand.

Together.

& they all look like shit to me!

But i find it so interesting!

Last time i use to hate it when people are doing them.

& ask me along to join them.

I felt so lame.

But now im actually enjoying it!

LOL.

Crazy gerl.

>.<

Some pics which i forgot to post.

No. 2

Playtime: Rings

Playtime: Glue

Playtime: Pink Scoot

Playtime: Asian Kitchen, Today's Lunch

Playtime: This is the Compo i wrote during work!

Playtime: Work of the "ahem" Left hand!

Playtime: Yellow, Left Blue,Right

See the difference?! LOL

Playtime: Basically, Just me throwing the bullets into d bin. LOL